Playing With Chances

Life is all about forgiving and reconciling. I believe in second chances, well it depends. If I hate somebody, that will be for life but the fact is its difficult for me to hate. It’s so easy to love people I wonder why is there so much of confusion and panic in this world of ours. Mistakes make our life more intricate, we live on them, we may learn from them. It’s an integral part, but at the same time it hurts. When you do something thinking you are right at the moment, it’s an adrenaline rush, or a lesser feeling altogether. Contemplating the past you indeed wonder but then there is no use remonstrating the very reason of your act. I am so not myself, half the time I am happy for no reason at all and the other half, it’s just a waste of time. I don’t do what I am supposed to do because the feeling never arises plus I am not interested in it. These are mistakes which I am very well aware of. I am so not oblivious to the present that I know the consequences of my future.

Anyway it’s pretty lame.

You rarely get a second chance and sometimes you are in agony of what you have done since you don’t have rich answers. Does that hurt? Well again it depends.

You got two choices – Live with it or Live over it. It’s almost the same contextually but practically there is a minor difference. You are too weak to get over it so you live each day being contrite else you put it behind and move forward, this time making sure never to commit the err again. Does that help? You got no choice do you?

How it feels when you are actually in it is truly identical. As humans we never like to blame ourselves, it’s in our kind to change the course of issues and thus observe the results which may not be pleasing to one and all. People live on presumptious views half the time making them so unintelligent and half-dead.

I follow that lane sometimes, its humanly.

Why the indifference? Why the hate when you just got one life? When you just got one soul? When you just got one chance to live but innumerable chances in life? Mistakes are inevitable.

Learn to forgive , to accept, to love.

I hope I am just as same as the described characteristics, time will decide, so will the circumstances.