Equivocal Changes

It’s always wise to prepare for the unexpected, but when it literally happens it’s a different story. The emotions you suffer are a mixture of exuberance and chaos. You start shivering.

You are well prepared for this moment but after the moment is over then what? The series of events after that is totally unknown, this part slipped of your mind and you don’t know what to do, when you are left with an uninvited, undecided and unnerving situation.

The word is ‘PANIC’. You are bemused and haunted by your own self.

Second chances are great but it is an arduous task to get along. You are bestowed with your past and you can’t help but scrutinize your past self.

You think not twice or thrice but you keep thinking to make sure nothing is off your hand.

The reactions and actions may differ from individuals but the placement of events are the same and so are the feelings.

Comparison is attributed more than often. So what is this all about?

Why does this happen?

The answer lies deep within. It’s your very own self that is in havoc. You are so insecure that you are not sure about yourself. Yes, the surety you had before is lost, but can be tamed to regain anything you lose. It is just a matter of time.

Although at the same time you are deliriously happy, deep inside you are concerned about its longevity. You cannot be blamed, but isn’t your life unpredictable?

Nothing lasts, nothing should last, it is the law of the nature. There is nothing called forever. The word is just a burden. It is synonymous to the pitiful minds and lost souls.

Things change, everybody doesn’t like changes. Changes are inevitable but what is more important is the way it’s perceived. As always depending on the individual it can be considered as a negative or a positive development. In whichever way it’s taken the end result is things have changed.

Sometimes the changes are unnecessarily brought upon by individuals; it may or may not be their doing but are fully aware of the situation. Such changes are difficult to comprehend and experience. These changes reflect your attitude as to how you cope up with intricate circumstances.

Life is tricky and never pleasant.

It’s fathomable but truly unreliable.

It’s happiness but filled with excruciating pain.

When people say it’s the way you see it,

I beg to differ.

It’s the way you feel.

It’s the way you experience.

You are never in full control.