The Awakening
I don't lay still, I am so restless and upbeat. It's not one thing that's wandering through my mind but a lot. I am not exhausted but I feel depleted. The very same energy I had has turned against me. When I step out of my dwelling what I see is never printed in my mind. It's always hazy and distorted, it's always inconspicuous, but then I rarely take time to close in to my thoughts. You don't have much time anyway around your busy self.
People say they are bored because they mean it. They are actually bored with nothing to do at hand. Although I don't despise them I find it strange nowadays. There were times when i used to get bored. In my childhood days boredom was ineluctable, as in, the days were monotonous compared to my mind.
However, as i have been made to perceive recently I realized I don't get bored. I have attained the absurd ability to be unaware of my surroundings.
What lays ahead is unknown, but patience is a virtue that I must possess. Much time has gone futile in the past, making it up will be challenging and an enormous task.
While I fool myself thinking about the possibility and the options, time never stopped. It kept going on and on and here I stand with a new manifestation of myself.
Finally epiphany or so I am led to believe, but whatever has led me to this belief I stand by it. The reason being simple, I want the belief to exist in its true nature. It's not something you feel or you relate to, it is the very persona of my life.
To put it in specific terms, I have reasoned something afresh. Life is the way you see it. Although I have heard it a million times before, it never struck me. I see a new beginning so i begin, rather if I chose to believe in pessimism I would have been in the same place. By place I mean the feeling of being lost, the never ending tiresome towards life, and being showcased as a blatant fool.
I chose to run and I ran. I started anew and that led me to epiphany.
Now I don't look back rather I learnt from my past. The life given to you is an extended generosity. The sublime emotions and intricate incidents are packed along with it.
To break the essence and experience the very same does need a beguiling mind.
To inculcate the mind is a matter of experience and luck.
And when you wake up you can feel it. You can feel the life within you and you naturally admire the creation that is you.
People say they are bored because they mean it. They are actually bored with nothing to do at hand. Although I don't despise them I find it strange nowadays. There were times when i used to get bored. In my childhood days boredom was ineluctable, as in, the days were monotonous compared to my mind.
However, as i have been made to perceive recently I realized I don't get bored. I have attained the absurd ability to be unaware of my surroundings.
What lays ahead is unknown, but patience is a virtue that I must possess. Much time has gone futile in the past, making it up will be challenging and an enormous task.
While I fool myself thinking about the possibility and the options, time never stopped. It kept going on and on and here I stand with a new manifestation of myself.
Finally epiphany or so I am led to believe, but whatever has led me to this belief I stand by it. The reason being simple, I want the belief to exist in its true nature. It's not something you feel or you relate to, it is the very persona of my life.
To put it in specific terms, I have reasoned something afresh. Life is the way you see it. Although I have heard it a million times before, it never struck me. I see a new beginning so i begin, rather if I chose to believe in pessimism I would have been in the same place. By place I mean the feeling of being lost, the never ending tiresome towards life, and being showcased as a blatant fool.
I chose to run and I ran. I started anew and that led me to epiphany.
Now I don't look back rather I learnt from my past. The life given to you is an extended generosity. The sublime emotions and intricate incidents are packed along with it.
To break the essence and experience the very same does need a beguiling mind.
To inculcate the mind is a matter of experience and luck.
And when you wake up you can feel it. You can feel the life within you and you naturally admire the creation that is you.
is that how you feel about yourself.........
ReplyDeleteif yes not to worry
coz its the same with most of others
maybe not all but some are for sure!!!
and i loved it!!!!!!!