Strange Insight

After a long wait tumbling up and down in my journey, I stop for one second to scrutinize  my present. And voila!

I feel so light and ecstatic inside. To be precise ecstatic wouldn't be the word, it would be better to put it this way, "There is no blockade inside my mind".

So how did I achieve this? Rock bottom of crap.
That's the answer! You reach rock bottom, you can't go any deeper. So the next thing that could possibly happen is that you rise up eventually. It has to, it got to.
It seemed merely yesterday that i was so oblivious to such feelings of content and peace. The pernicious and insidious past life of mine is finally written over.

What i enjoy the most presently, is the cold breeze and how it feels when it blows against  my face at night, adding to the fact that i have nothing to worry about. My worries are mere limericks in my mind.

I still blossom my memories, oh they are worth it. I cherish each an every moment of those boring and happy moments. Something that keeps me going every time, all along.

The sense of being something you could be capable of, the sense of triumph and change, it's totally delirious to the mind.

So hoping for everything to go well, I carry on with my journey..